Ok, not that im a lesbian or anything, but the girl from paramore is dang cute! and she can seriously have like any color hair, and still look sexy! most girls couldnt pull it off, but dang. And she has a cute little voice. Ok, sorry, but thats just how i feeel right now.
I just watched Survivor, and made my roomates watch it too. haha i love that show, i think everyone knows that i love that show, because i try to make everyone watch it with me! So, i need to confess that i havent showered for a total of 5 days. I know. Im disgusting. BUTTT, its kindof nice, not needing to shower. I know everyone will probably think im gross now. but I dont really care. Its not like my face is dirty, or you could even tell that i havent showered, and my roomate nicole did my hair in braids for me, so you really really cant tell.
I really really really wish i had money so that i could go see some of the new movies that are coming out! There are like a ton that have come out that i seriously wanna see. I love school. Holy cow its so much fun! As much as I miss home and family and friends and kiel, I really am having experiences that I couldnt have at home, or even in salt lake.... Unless i went to the U i guess. But then i never would have met my roomates, who are some of the cutest most amazing girls i have ever met. They accept me for me, even when i dont shower for 5 days. They dont put me down, or make me feel sad. We try to eat together when we can, and we are always hanging out in eachothers rooms.
The Justin Nozuka concert was tonight in Murray and I didnt go, and really wanted to. But hopefully Justin Nozuka will come again. I really like his style of music, if I wrote music and was a performer, that is the kind of music i would want to play. Even though i cant play the piano or play the guitar AT ALL. This blog entry is a sad attempt to do something other than homework, so its all over the place.... Paramore will always remind me of when I lived in an apartment with Heidi (for a few months) and Aryn, Brynn, Christina, and Alexis. I had some really amazing experiences and some experiences that i cant believe that it was me doing that stuff..... But overall, I made my own choices, and I learned a WHOLE lot, and i came out of those experiences knowing a lot more about myself. I LOVE those girls that i lived with. They are great!
I am seriously so blessed to. This is a personal list (for me) of the things im blessed with:
-I am healthy and I dont have any disablities (except for being able to spell haha)
-I live in a country where I get to choose what to do with my life
-I have two parents that love me so much (along with amazing siblings that are all huge examples and people i look up to for strength and guidance)
-I have three amazing girls that i live with that are so sweet and are my friends
-My bishop up here is soooooo great! So understanding and willing to listen and help me
-I have a knowledge of the gospel and a testimony
-I never feel like I have gone too far away from the Lord, there is always a way back, no matter how many times i sin or fall down. That might be the most powerful thing that I know.
-I have the ability to make myself happy by choosing the right. I can also be a good example through my actions. (not that i am a great example all the time... my roommates are going to have a swear jar, where when you swear, you have to put money in the jar.... haha i already owe like five dollars, but still, that is something i can work on, and improve on)
-I have a really tender heart, so its really easy for me to relate to people, which helps make it easier to serve others. (I used to hate the fact that i was so sensitive, but honestly, I need it. It helps me relate to other people, and helps me be kind to and want to serve other people)
well thats all for now haha. this blog is mostly for me.... so dont feel like you need to read it.... :) i love you all !!!
Ok, now its seriously time for me to do homework!