i really like my life. :)

its 1:25 am and im not tired at all.... maybe its the 32 oz. coke that i just downed.... Im watching this really cool show on Kbyu about dolphins. Fricking Love Dolphins!!!

earlier tonight i watched the first 2 hour premire of the show Surviror. That show will seriously never get old, even though the same crap always happens.

Also, I am certian that I am supposed to be in Logan right now. It truely was inspired for me to come here. I really feel like i fit in and I LOVE my ward. My bishop might be the greatest smartest man I have ever met. I know that this is where I am supposed to be right now. I am so happy with everything going on. School is great and its not super hard. (yet) i might be saying something completely opposite of this when finals hit me, but right now, i LOVE school. My professors are so smart and helpful.

My plan (because im sure you are DYING to hear about it... :) is to save up enough money (from the job that i dont have yet :) im trying to get a job at a resteraunt up here) in the next 8 months and be able to move straight to Salt Lake from Logan, and transfer straight to the U. Its not that I dont want to see my family or spend time at my parents house, I just dont want to be a burden on anyone, and I also want to be on my own. I feel like im ready for that .

I have been through quite a lot in the last two years, and I have changed so much. Im really truely happy right now. Life is just going well for me. I love the church, and I know that that is the main reason that i am so happy. Love it!

<3 / mattie